if only

If only i knew...
That things gonna be this way
That this battle is so hard to survive
That this path is so long and tiring
That people judge me for what i did
That I will be suffocating
That I cried everyday
That I will be so strong ut
That I'm gonna be very fragile and weak
And that I've changed so much from yesteryears
If only if only I knew
I don't know if im gonna choose this journey
Maybe i will or maybe i won't

My battles, I'm gonna share it someday
I chose this I wont back out
I'll choose to fight
No matter how hard it is, maybe the fight's not gonna be that pretty
I'll stay and fight
Fight for my pride
O Lord, help me through this for I am a very weak slave of yours
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